confusing

Christmas eve still left 4 days..
where u guys planing to go?
and where im planing to go?
i don't know..
im waiting for Mr.P..
izit he will date me out?

i really hope to pass xmas with him..
but how about him?
izit same with me? or..........

if give me a xmas present..

i hope that is YOU..

ts pavillion

went to ts pavillion with Jwong..
really thx him fetching me to there had my CNY shopping...

6 inchs high heel.

i think i oni spend rm250 to all of my cloth..
really cheap and worth..
and i not buying CNY cloth..
all also in black color..lol..
i will shop in other day again =P
i think after xmas..

the last thing i want to say..
is a good news for me..
i no need to operation already..
im recover =)

penang trip

just back from penang..
had a 3 days 2 night trip with family..

back from penang i sick again =(
my body too weak adi..

hopeless

finally..my spm paper done at yesterday adi..
coming that day i thought i can start my new happy life..
continue clubbing , shopping with bunch of my fren..

but something bad it happen....

im a person very very afraid of doctor..
can say like 医生恐惧症..
i adi 3 years didn't go to clinic see doctor..
even sick i just ate medicine that my sister left..
remember that..when i was in primary school..
izit have some nurse will come to your school and help u injection?
i need to say my stupid thing out..lol..
when got injection that day i also need my mum accompany me..
and i also will cry lik shit..omg...
my mum told me...''see..ur friend so tough..no need mum accompany and not crying lik u..''
i also hope i can be like them..but i cant..
i really afraid..

but this time..sick damn serious..
i get an ill..
yesterday only went to clinic..shit..injection..
lucky i didn't cry..but almost ALMOST...
that ill need to operation..
im ruined..when i hear that..
injection also afraid now u tell me operation..
arrrrr....writing blog i also want to cry adi..
what ill i get?
i also don't how to say..
beside neck got 2 ball ball...got 1 bengkak adi..need to take out..
i get this ill because i everyday study until midnite not enough sleep and i drink too much coffee..

my life getting hopeless and hopeless..
im really depress in my life..
this is my biggest challange in my life..

last, my operation in January..
i will post my next post after i recover..
at here thx all of u who are regarding & carring me..
not worries..i will be tough..

if want to make me happy can date me for shopping and remember buy sweet for me o.. =)
maybe i will be happy abit..
苦中一点甜

im not in mood to write blog..
and i want to say to my buddy and Mr.P i miss u much..
wait for my next post k?
ciaoz..

...

im doing my last revision recently..
nth special..
didn't hung out..didn't club...
went to school and stay back until 5pm..
back to home continue study..
repeated the whole week..
5 days more..
SPM!!

god bless..

Mr.P was neglected me recently..
maybe he scare bother me to study or he was busying on his stuff..

i miss him much =(

anyway , hope u're allright..=)
last but not least , i will try my best on SPM..

exhaust ~

Slept around 5am last nite..
and woke up at 6am..
why im wake up in so early..?
yea..im going to school..

i only sleep 1 hour ><
actually im prefer to study at home..
but im already promise my classmate i will go to school and stay back revision with them..
so yea..i went to school..and stay until 5pm...
im exhaust..

going to rest now..
before that show some pictures that im wearing school uniform..@@
don't laugh.. !!

wearing spec c0c0..

its time to rest..
Ciaoz..=)

addictive

im so suffer with it ><
all of my friends keep asking me go out..
party party party!!!

i had 2 week din't party..
stay at home study =(
im afraid i can't stand of their tempt = =

Prom Nite

Jump'ed By The Cheap Freak1s Crew

Date : 19 Dec 2009
Time : 7.30pm -12am
Venue : Seri Cempaka Hotel ( beside PGRM )
Price : RM70 / each person
Theme : Club Nite
Dress code : Formal / Dress / Clubbing ( anti lala )

Grand prize is to Langkawi or Cherating for the Prom King and Queen.

if u interested or want to know more info u can leave a comment to me here =)

Saturday ~

yesterday went to OU with Roy..
supposed he asked me to accompany him buy shoes..
at last he accompany me to shopping @@
my target is a pair of high heel and jacket..
but i walk around of OU also din't saw any nice 1..
so i went to forever 21 shop have a look..
i bought a high waist dress..

how izit?

and April came and met up us too..
after that we went to KFC had our lunch..
but only Roy eating and we gals camwhore around =/

half face @@

spot April =P

after that Roy want to watch a movie..
and April's friend not feel like want to watch..
so we seperate...they had their shopping and we watch our movie =)

around 8something , its time to home sweet home =)
back to home continue study..
that all my day..=/

SPM coming soon..
im so so so stress..><
how to release my stress..
except clubbing what can i do?

photoshooting II